You know I’ve always heard this quote, but I never believed it. People would always tell me, but I dunno it just doesn’t seem realistic. Like if two people break up, “if they were meant to be then they will find their way back to one another,” that idea just seemed so silly to me, but after this story I really do believe it now.
So let’s say there is a boy and a girl. They were together for a long time but then after a big fight they broke up and I mean this was a big fight, really bad. But after two and a half years, she decided to ask the guy on a date. After their date they had their “talk” and he told her~~
Guy: I love you, I tried not to, but it didn’t work, I still love you
Omggggg this is like the most romantical thing a guy has ever said and this isn’t even in a move! This is real life. How can I not believe that saying anymore. I mean if you’re broken up for that long it’s like impossible that you guys would get back together right? They were meant to be, so no amount of time they spent apart could change the outcome.
But I mean I guess it helped that they were still in each others lives even when they were broken up. I don’t think it’s possible to not talk to each other and then two years later be like hey you i still love you let’s get back together LOL. Now that is never going to happen ahahahhaha. Unless maybe it is like you haven’t seen each other or talked and then randomly bumped in to each other somewhere and you felt that spark was still there even after all that time.
Ahaha another rambling blog, but hey, I love to blog what is on my mind.
This is going to sound really funny, but when I was younger, my dream was to be the perfect wife LOL. I dunno why….but before i thought about careers and shits, I really wanted to be like a housewife. I mean not the kind that just stays home all day without a job, but just a good wife I suppose.
I was reminded about it today when I was helping my aunt make dinner. I really love cooking and I remember when I was younger I really wanted to be the best cook so that when my husband came home from work I’d have dinner ready for him. LOLOL. I think that’s why I never cooked for a guy before, like even when I had relationships with others I never wanted to cook them something, because I wanted the first guy I ever cooked for to be special. I dunno I’m that kind of girl who likes to put meanings behind everything. You know like with your first boyfriend, he gets to be the first one to hold your hand or kiss you and little things like that, and with every relationship after that it’s all seconds right? So I wanted the creative stuff and cooking stuff to be for that special guy. My step dad always told me that “the way to a guys heart is through his tumnmy.” And when you think about it cooking for someone is really meaningful, well to me anyways ahhaha. Anyways~ I look forward to meeting the next special guy that I will cook for(:
Hmmmm I think I’m watching too many korean dramas lately, the couple’y stuff is getting to my head. Not to mention it is couple season now, yuck. lolol. It’s okay though~ it’s making me plan for the next time I get a boyfriend! I was watching those youtube videos where they do “My boyfriend does my makeup challenge” Definitely something I’d like to see my boyfriend attempt hehe.
Oh oh oh you know what I think is the most romantical thing to do with your boyfriend? People don’t normally do it anymore cause like where can you even right? But I think it’s so romantic when couples dance together, slow dancing or just dancing (not that dirty grinding crap people do now-a-days) lol but just dancing together. There is something about dancing with the person you are so in love with that is just so romantical~~~ Maybe that is why I love the song fearless so much by Taylor Swift “And I don’t know why, but with you I’d dance in a storm, in my best dress, fearless” Those are my favorite lyrics of the song keke.
Anyways now I’m just rambling on and on! What can I say, I’m a dork :P
P.s. I had the weirdest dream last night lol. I had a dream where I woke up and saw that you texted me while I was sleeping. There was no message in the dream, just the name I have for you, but nonetheless, still happy. I woke up from he dream and looked at my phone, nothing lol. But it’s okay I still mean what I said, I’m not sad like I was before. But I dunno how I’ll be in the few weeks to come. my monthly thing will come and we all know how sensitive I can get. When New Years passes, and I don’t see you, will I be sad? Probably, but nothing I can do about it anymore.